I kind of know why but don't at the same time...lately I've been feeling like the end is almost impossible or futile to fight for - and while I was aware of certain blessings, Leah was able to paint it in a much brighter light during our conversation today. Suddenly the few things that I'd seen working out for my life turned into "Well actually, it's more like thirty things." Some of them may be small - but it was exactly why they were being missed by me. I felt allot better after talking to her today, as she pointed out numerous things just during normal conversation that were overwhelmingly positive that I'd just never thought to take into consideration. Things that I'd forgotten happened, or things that I'd just missed altogether.
..Things are actually really positive, and even after a month of insanity, intense ailments for both of us and struggle, we actually managed to come out of all that not only still on top, but actually even a little better than we were before we were both attacked. I was so surprised, but that in itself is actually a great victory. Leah's abilities are incredible - and under pressure she just seems to get stronger. Nothing seems to intimidate her, and when she commits to something she commits until the end. She is an amazing and powerful woman. I am constantly amazed by her abilities and skill.